Untiled 2.0 (Bring it On!!)

Don't even let anyone make decisions for you and against your will. Don't let them decide your capacity or your talents. Don't let them tell you "you can't do", "you can't be". And if they remotely try to tell you, what you can aspire to and what you would not be able to achieve...ask them to go kick rocks.

No one knows best than yourself what are your goals. Nobody else can tell you that you "don't have it in you" to be who you want to be and do what you want to do in life. If at the end of the day you do let them in, so they can put garbage in your head then you don't really know what you want and you should ask for help and believe in yourself, your instincts.

If Mahoma doesn't go to the mountains, then drag him there by his hair. Claim what's yours, what you want. You don't need no one's approval or encouragement. When in doubt remember you still have yourself and your beliefs. You shouldn't be waiting for others to validate your aspirations. If you follow your instincts, you'll know what you want. So, follow them.

It's your life, who has the right to tell you, you don't have the capacity? #SelfLove

#Empowerment #Disruption #Ideals #Dreams #Courage #Determination #Ambition #KickAssMindSet people!! Go out and show the world who you are, not what the world wants you to be, nor what you should be.

Short thought

This vase and I have so much in common. 
 We felt empty, stained, colorless and 
perhaps even rotten somehow.

That was indeed the worst December
of my life; so far the worst year as well.

I made a significantly large amount of
bad choices and they all hunted me down,
because life is about balance. Sometimes,
things would go u and rest assured, life will
make sure they go back to their initial position.

And just as this vase lost its color and somehow
apparently rot, so did I. And well, life has been
making sure I go back to my initial position,
color and shape so when the color of 2015 
started to unveil, I was almost ready to see them.


Disclaimer:

This entry was written a few minutes ago by myself, the art embedded is also mine, it's a collage made with images from an original 2015 calendar with the glass artworks of Chihuly. Here the website if you like to know more about Chihuly's work: http://www.chihuly.com/. Thanks for reading.

Para Cuando te Olvides

When I forget who I am; the wage gap, the glass ceiling, judgmental society, stereotypical role models and chauvinists remind me of who I am. A woman who wants more than what she "deserves" and works harder than what she should; to have the same place in society than "that clueless man" with less thirst for betterment and less skills, who is being given the benefits of not being judged for being who he is: a male member of the specie. Because, I am a woman and I would be judged for having a vagina. Even though last time I checked my brain and my vagina were in different places and had different biological functions. Who knows? Maybe that makes sense.

"Algunos toman café, otros usan drogas y unos se enamoran"

Y hoy se me dió con pensarte, igual que todos los días.

Y hoy como todos los días, me ocupo en algo para no hacerlo más.  Como todos los días, sigo fallando en el intento, pero no pienso rendirme, no por esto, no por algo que se que nunca voy a lograr. Mi orgullo no me dejaría.

No espero que me entiendas, de una forma u otra habría que estar loco para entenderme.

Love you.

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Me gustan esos juegos de hipócritas,

Son el mayor ejemplo de una sociedad banal.

Materialista.

Perspicacia que deleita en verdad.

Fruto del dichoso sentido común,

Utopía que muchos aseguran que aplican

Y conocen (ni ellos mismos en sus más burdos

y volátiles intentos de sueño se lo creen).

Qué bonito es ese teatro vacío que repica

en la ventana del frente!

Actions - Reaction

Same expression. You are not thinking what you are doing, but it hurts. You’ve trespass the line. I’m sure you’re not wondering about the fact of losing me and I perfectly know you don’t want to be lonely tonight. But you will. I would be here physically but my mind and feelings both are going to stay on quarantine, I’m not the best one but I deserve more than indifference.
I feel kind of sober, kind of anger. I’m sad and holding bad feelings about your attitude, and you didn’t care. Go and play boy, do it as the boy you are…and lose the woman you’ve earned with your attitude.
You don’t care about me anymore, right?
It hurts, is hard to be lonely.

Now'SMTurn

Aun me invada el resentimiento...lo siento tan parte de mi que es imposible olvidar. Pero no me refiero a tu recuerdo, me refiero a todo lo aprendido.

Las circunstancias indefinidas ya terminaron, mi yo se define con madurez después de todo lo ocurrido.

Me gustaría perdonarte pero temo caer en el engaño que trama la soledad. Mi soledad. El hecho de que olvide y reinvente todo implica hacerle daño a todas las memorias que obtuve de ti y de tus actos.

El hecho de haber perdido algo más valioso que toda la problemática en la que nos envolvimos me desvelaba, ya no. Es tiempo de no lamentarse y mirar al frente con las ganas de vivir que nadie tiene. Es tiempo de avanzar, de progresar, de crecer, ser y sentir. También es tiempo de enterrar y de incinerar todo aquello que no sirva.

Por ahora he de guardar este dolor, este dolor profundo que asfixia, que agobia con el único interés de alejarte por siempre.